| Location | London |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Miscarriage |
| Date of Birth | 16/09/2009 |
| Date of Death | 16/09/2009 |
| Visitors | 5,314 since 22/09/2009 |
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02/03/10 It is getting very close to Archies due date 10th march and i am finding it increasingly harder to come on here... i haven't forgotten about all those who light candles for my precious boy, i appreciate it very much. Hopefully i will be back on here soon but just to let you know you and your angels are all in my thoughts. take care xxxx
i was 15 weeks pregnant i had been bleeding for 3 weeks on and off but was gradually getting heavier and sometimes with clots, i had 5 scans altogether and each time there was a heart beat and they sent me home i had started to get hope that he would make it especially after a doctor told me he was now in the catergory of women who have "a take home baby",i had a heavy bleed with clots on the 13th and 14th and they arranged my 5th and final(didn't know then) scan on the 15th and was told he was very small for his dates (2-3 weeks smaller) and i was certain of them, there were only 2 possible days i could've conceived and they were in the same week,thats when they knew something wasn't right, he had a large head and there was little fluid around him,i also had a large clot on my placenta they suspected he had abnormalities and i had to have further scans, they let me listen to his heartbeat and i burst into tears, they gave me a scan picture ... i went home numb but hopefull he would be ok. later that night i went to bed, i woke 12.30am 16th and had passed a massive clot, next i started getting what felt like labour pains...i then felt something pass out of me, when i looked it was my little baby still in the sac, i held him in my hand and he was so tiny, so perfect, everything where it should be, he looked so peaceful floating around in his fluid... The way the hospital sent my precious son home to me will haunt me forever, they are my last memories of my son and i didn't want them to be such horrible ones, he was treated no better than a bit of waste and sent to me wrapped in a plastic bag then put in a paper bag!!!!
i feel that because you never grew properly and don't look like that age you should people don't expect me to greive for you, as though if you was a bit bigger then its ok to feel sad...should it matter how big or how small, all i know is my heart is aching for you, to hold your little body in my hand, so perfect will stay in my mind forever! i wish you was still in my belly archie moving around, i had not long started to feel you moving and wish i could still feel you, your brothers and sisters give me the strength to carry on but i'm finding it difficult as my heart is breaking, i feel so alone! love you little man, you will always be in my thoughts and forever in my heart xxxxxxxxx
thankyou to everyone who is so kind to light a candle, leave a tribute or add a photo! i would love to thankyou all, it means so much to me xxxxxx
hi baby boy...i have been researching all the things they said you had wrong and the only one that comes back again and again is something called TRIPLOIDY, it can cause growth retardation and a large head and placenta problems....its a fatal disease either spontanius miscarriage which i had with you... stillbirth or if babys make it to birth they don't live past a few days... i'm only going by what i have reserarched its not a medical diagnosis as the hospital messed things up with your post mortem so i will never definately know but it fits with what was wrong with you! i hope you are growing well in heaven and as healthy as any happy baby boy! i love you so much and wish things could've been so different! xxxxxxx
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Happy Fathers Day - by Ingrid Aspey
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┊ ┊ ┊ ♥HAPPY FATHERS DAY
┊ ┊ ♥FOR EVEN IN OUR HEART
┊ ♥ MISS YOU LOVE YOU BIG HUGS
♥ TAKE CARE BYE FOR NOW
ALL MY LOVE SYLVIE
I was not sure what to get you
On this special Father's Day
So I though I’d write this letter
This is what I’d like to say
I would like to thank you Dad
For everything you did
For your love and understanding
For me your special kid
You set a good example
Taught me to be strong
You were always there for me
To teach me right from wrong
You’re the one, who taught me
How to work and how to play
For this I am so grateful
Each and every day
You taught me not to question
Things that were Gods will
I find this very hard to do
‘Cos I wish I was here still
I know that you are proud of me
You always told me so
And I love and am so proud of you
Although I’m sure you know
One day we’ll meet again Dad
I know that this is true
But I’m sorry that God called me home
That we’re not still together we two
So until we meet again Dad
In Heaven up above
I wish you Happy Fathers Day
And send you all my love
Copyright� Ingrid Aspey 13.06.09
From your Angel up above X
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Chocolate Easter bunny
In a jelly bean nest,
I'm saving you for very last
Because I love you best.
I'll only take a nibble
From the tip of your ear
And one bite from the other side
So that you won't look weird.
Yum, you're so delicious!
I didn't mean to eat
Your chocolate tail till Tuesday.
Ooops! There go your feet!
I wonder how your back tastes
With all that chocolate hair.
I never thought your tummy
Was only filled with air!
Chocolate Easter bunny
In a jelly bean nest,
I'm saving you for very last
Because I love you best.
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The world may never notice If a Snowdrop doesn't bloom,
Or even pause to wonder If the petals fall too soon.
But every life that ever forms, Or ever comes to be,
Touches the world in some small way For all eternity.
The little one we long for Was swiftly here and gone.
But the love that was then planted Is a light that still shines on.
And though our arms are empty, Our hearts know what to do.
Every beating of our hearts Says that we love you.
Author Unknown
❊❊❊❊.......19TH DECEMBER 2010.....❊❊❊❊
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❊❊❊❊..WITH LOVE AT CHRISTMAS...❊❊❊❊
This
Xmas,
I would
like to put
up a tree in my
heart, and instead
of hanging presents,
I would like to put the
names of all my friends.
Close friends and not so close
friends. The old friends, the new
friends. Those that I see every day
and the ones that I rarely see. The ones
that I always remember and the ones that
I sometimes forget. The ones that are always
there and the ones that seldom are. The friends of
difficult times and the ones of happy times. Friends
who, without meaning to, I have hurt, or without meaning
to have hurt me. Those that I know well and those I only know
by name. Those that owe me little and those that I owe so much.
My humble friends and my important friends. The names of all those
that have passed through my life no matter how fleetingly. A tree with
very deep roots and very long
and strong branches so that
their names may never be
plucked from my heart. So
that new names from all over
may join the existing ones.
A tree with a verypleasant shade
so that our friendship may take a
moment of rest from the battles of
life. "May thehappy moments of
Christmas brighten every day of
the New Year".
These are my Sincere Wishes.
❊❊❊❊....LOVE DONNA & FAMILY. X X....❊❊❊❊
❊❊❊❊......UNKNOWN.......❊❊❊❊
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Merry Christmas Angel 17.12.2010
I'd like to wish you and your Angel's a merry Christmas and a peaceful new year, thank you all for the support over the last year. It's been a gr8 comfort 2us. Our 2nd year without our little Angel and it still feels the same as the day we lost her. You all mean the world to me,
xxxxxx LOVE DONNA xxxxxxx
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I HAVE MY VERY OWN ANGEL.......✻
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I DO NOT NEED AN ANGEL FOR THE TOP OF OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE
BECAUSE I HAVE MY VERY OWN ANGEL THAT IS WATCHING OVER ME
MY ANGEL WILL SEND ME A GIFT FROM HEAVEN ABOVE
THAT GIFT WILL BE SENT DOWN FOR ME WITH LOVE
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IT MAYBE A FEATHER THAT IS WHITER THAN SNOW
OR IT COULD BE A SHOOTING STAR LETTING ME KNOW
THAT MY ANGEL IN HEAVEN WILL NEVER FORGET ABOUT ME
EVEN THOUGH THATS WHERE MY ANGEL IS FOR ALL OF ETERNITY
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ONE DAY MY ANGEL WILL WHISPER MY NAME
SO I KNOW WE SHALL BE TOGETHER ONCE AGAIN
SO I DO NOT NEED AN ANGEL TO SIT ON TOP OF THE CHRISTMAS TREE
WHEN I HAVE THE BEST ONE IN HEAVEN THAT IS ALWAYS WATCHING OVER ME.........✻
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copyright� Rosalind Roberts 5/12/2010
By: Sister St. Thomas, B.N.D. de N
Twas the night before Christmas, and all through the town,
St. Joseph was searching, walking up roads and down;
Our Lady was waiting, so meek and so mild,
While Joseph was seeking a place for the Child.
The children were nestled, each snug in their beds,
The grown-ups wouldn't bother, there's no room they said;
When even the innkeeper sent them away,
Joseph was wondering, where they would stay.
He thought of the caves in the side of the hills,
Lets go there said Mary, it's silent and still;
The moon on the breast of the new fallen snow,
Made pathways of light for their tired feet to go.
And there in a cave, in a cradle of hay,
Our Savior was born on that first Christmas Day!
The Father was watching in heaven above,
He sent for His angels, His couriers of love.
More rapid than eagles God's bright angels came;
Rejoicing and eager as each heard his name;
Come Power, Come Cherubs, Come Virtues, Come Raphael,
Come Thrones and Dominions, come Michael and Gabriel.
Now fly to the Earth, where My poor people live,
Announce the glad tiding My Son comes to give;
The Shepherds were watching their flocks on this night,
And saw in the heavens and unearthly light.
The Angels assured them, they'd nothing to fear,
It's Christmas they said, the Savior is here!
They hastened to find Him, and stood at the door,
Till Mary invited them in to adore.
He was swaddled in bands from His head to His feet,
Never did the Shepherds see a baby so sweet!
He spoke not a word, but the shepherds all knew,
He was telling them secrets and blessing them too.
Then softly they left Him, The Babe in the hay,
And rejoiced with great joy on that first Christmas Day;
Mary heard them exclaim as they walked up the hill,
Glory to God in the Highest, Peace to men of good will!
A Birthday In Heaven - by Kris Smith
I heard you crying yesterday,
And felt your heart-sent love.
So I’m sending you this message
Now, from Heaven up above.
You’re wondering if I’ll celebrate
My Birthday (way up here).
I know you’re missing me today
I feel your essence near.
God planned a special day for me,
He told me with a wink.
He’d ordered me a special cake
(It’s Angel food, I think).
Balloons will fill the streets for me,
They float up through the clouds.
And we have lots of friends up here
That make us laugh out loud.
There is a Birthday carousel,
Jewelled horses ride the wind,
With music playing, oh so sweet…
The magic never ends.
I’ve made so many friends, you see
We laugh and play and sing.
We ride our bikes and play jump rope
And sleep in Angel’s wings.
We’ll have our cake and ice cream
And open gifts - SURPRISE!
But we don’t blow out our candles here
Instead, they light the skies.
With love from your little Angel XX
God's Masterpiece - by Dora Dinsmore
From graceful lilies pure and white,
God fashioned lovely skin,
Forgetmenots he chose for eyes,
Then formed your baby chin.
He took a tulip bright and red --
'Twas one that did not fade;
A softer, sweeter little mouth
Before was never made.
Another flower next he used --
A rosebud, pink and fair,
Touched it to your dimpled cheeks
And bade it blossom there.
Then with his magic fingers picked
Two morning glories white,
Curled and shaped your little ears,
Soon they were fastened tight.
That crowning bit of golden down
Will soon become your hair,
He gathered pollen from the flowers,
And sprinkled it with care.
For dainty little fingers dear
And precious, tiny toes,
He used slender daisy frills;
A snowdrop made your nose.
This world and all within it
He created here for man,
But my Baby was "God's Masterpiece"
Since time and life began!
Copyright of Dora Dinsmore
Few Weeks - by Susan Erlin
For those few weeks - I had you to myself
And that seems too short a time to be changed so profoundly.
In those few weeks I came to know you...and to love you.
You came to trust me with your life;
Oh what a life I had planned for you!
Just those few weeks - when I lost you,
I lost a lifetime of hopes, plans, dreams and aspirations...
A slice of my future simply vanished overnight.
Just those few weeks - it wasn't enough time
To convince others how special and important you were.
How odd, a truly unique person has recently died
And no one is mourning the passing.
Just a mere few weeks - and no "normal" person
Would cry all night over a tiny, unfinished baby,
Or get depressed and withdraw day after endless day
No one would, so why am I?
You were just those few weeks my little one.
You darted in and out of my life too quickly,
But it seems that's all the time you needed to make my life
So much richer and give me a small glimpse of eternity.
Copyright Susan Erlin
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